shooting for my dreams

Mon, 24 Jul 2006 19:40:49 GMT

you know what, i give up, i think i may take someone up on their offer and i will no longer have to deal with this.

Mon, 26 Jun 2006 16:21:04 GMT

You Should Be A Pisces

What's good about you: carefree and compassionate, you are truly light hearted

What's bad about you: when things get bad, you tend to retreat and not let others in

In love: you're a true romantic - it's flowers, bubble baths, and candles all the way

In friendship, you're: eager to lend a sympathetic ear and likely to develop a deep connection

Your ideal job: bartender, magician, or secret agent

Your sense of fashion: simple clothes that don't distract from your personality

You like to pig out on: seafood - from fish sticks to salmon

What Sign Should You Be?

this amuses me because I am a pisces, haha.

Fri, 23 Jun 2006 17:10:28 GMT

69 Questions to Start the Summer

1. Are you in a relationship??
yep

2. If no, would you like to be?

3. How often do you visit your MySpace profile?
when i get bored

4. What is your favorite candy bar?
milky way

5. What are your favorite shoes?
my sneakers

6. Have you ever tripped going up steps?
haha, yes

7. Do you have a vacation planned for this summer yet?
yep, the cape with katie, keri, and some other people

8. Would you bungee jump?
that i would

9. Do you own a Fallout Boy CD?
nope

10. Do you like amusement parks?
yep

11. Do you ride rollercoasters?
yep

12. What is your current favorite CD?
haha, i don't listen to cd's much

13. Can you touch your tongue to your nose?
nope

14. When was the last time you were in the ocean?
too long ago

15. Do you like beer?
nope

16. Would you kiss someone of the same sex?
no

17. What is the most embarrassing CD you own?
umm

18. Are you sarcastic?
haha, always

19. Is there anything you wait for every summer?
hmm

20. In your opinion, what is the best summer smell?
hmm

21. Socks and sandals?
haha

22. Who was the last person to go to the movies with you?
dan

23. What's one thing you really hope to do this summer?
so many things

24. Do you like to go Mini-Golfing?
haha, ask dan

25. Are you going anywhere this summer?
yep

26. Are you going to be starting a new job this summer?
nope

27. Have you ever slapped someone?
nope

28. Do you get poison ivy?
don't know

29.Do you plan on going camping this summer?
nope

30. What was the last restaurant you ate at?
friendly's

31. Favorite pizza topping?
cheese

32. Pants or shorts?
pants

33. Do you play any sports?
on a team no, but with friends, yes

34. Do you use Chapstick?
yes

35. What were the last 3 movies you watched?
grease, crash, house of wax

36. Are you currently fighting with anyone?
nope

37. Are you too forgiving?
at times

38. How many pets do you have?
10

39. Do you own something from Hot Topic?
nope

40. What is your favorite breakfast?
english muffin with peanut butter, and apple juice

41. Where was the last place you drove?
brought matt to ann's house

43. Where will you be in 24 hours?
with dan?

44. What did you do 3 nights ago?
tues night- was with dan, went mini golfing and then went to his house

45. when was the last time you went out to a fancy resteraunt?
newport at the beginning of this month

46. What was the last thing you bought?
gum

47. Have you ever been in a foreign country?
no

48. Anywhere you want to go?
europe

49. What's the farthest you've ever traveled from home without fam?
virginia

50. What have you done today?
brought my mom to work, went to wal-mart, hung out with ksmigs, brought matt to ann's house, and here i am

51. Do you own something from a sex shop?
haha, no

52. Are you thinking of someone right now?
yes

53. Have you ever thrown something out of a moving car?
yes

54. Do you smoke cigarettes?
no

55. Would you date someone who smoked cigarettes?
no

56. Are you happy with your life right now?
very

57. What's the last thing you ate?
hot pocket

58. What's the next place you have to go?
have to go? don't know

59. How many hours do you usually sleep per night?
between 5-8

60. What's the next important date on your calendar?
my cousin's wedding

61. Who last called you?
dan, :)

62. McDonald's or Burger King?
if i must pick one, mcdonald's

63. Who last text messaged you?
have no texting

64. Are you closer to your mother or father?
both

65. Do you like to quote things?
haha, yes

66. ???

67. Do you exercise regularly?
yes

68. What is the most expensive thing you ever bought?
laptap

69. What should you be doing right now?
actually, nothing

Thu, 15 Jun 2006 22:11:31 GMT

Glad to know the people in my family that I thought I could trust the most, only go behind my back and talk about me. Great. Just great. Glad to know people continue to prove that they don't know the definition behind the word trust. Looks like the people I trust is getting cut down again. Why does it hurt so bad.

insight into my life, haha, not

Sun, 28 May 2006 18:25:10 GMT

So, it seems that I have not actually updated this in a long time, like a real update...

Lets see, what would all of you like to know:

School- School went well for my freshman year. I met a bunch of awesome people, became good friends with several, some which I will see in a few months when I start my sophomore year, some which have graduated, (Aimee), with whom I have made good memories and will miss. I had some crazy times, some bad times, good times, but came out of all of it better. I miss my CSC'ers and though I am happy to be home, I miss the people that I got so used to seeing everyday. I kept true to myself for once, I didn't change to make others happy, I didn't give in to what I thought people wanted. I decided to be happy for myself and hoped people would like me for who I am.

Self- I have gotten better with issues in my life. I have stopped two very destructive things I was doing to myself. It was very hard to do, but I managed to do it, mainly with the help of a great friend, Bobby, and a ton of support from two of the best people in my life, Becky and Katie. I'm not saying the continuation of me stopping is going to be easy, but it is going to be something I need to continue on with in my life. Body image wise, my confidence sucks and is at rock bottom, but I work out with a friend Mon-Fri, every morning, 10am, so hopefully that will do something for me. I am trying to find ways in order for me to be comfortable with what I see in the mirror on a daily basis, I am far away from that goal, but atleast I no longer think I'm ugly, so thats one step, we'll see how good the rest goes.

Summer- I am not working this summer. It is weird, after working at the farm for 5 years, to not be working, just is weird, I'm not quite too sure what to do with myself. I need to pass a test and then I will hopefully be enrolling in a class to became a CNA, certified nursing assistant. It will be all of July, Mon-Fri, 8am-3:30pm, I think the hours for clinicals are different, but those are the current plans anyway. Hopefully that works.

Happiness- I have been very happy lately. I'm at a good place right now, minus some fiasco of last night with drunkenness, not my own, but someone else's, things have been well for me. I have a boyfriend, who makes me very happy, Dan, and that has been going very well for me, has made me very happy. He's sweet and makes me laugh a lot, and just makes me happy. I am going to Newport, RI, with him this coming weekend, it should be fun. I have never really gone anywhere with anyone, but it should be fun. I'll get to meet his parents and whatnot, so it should be cool. I'll let you all know.

Umm, anything else anyone wants an update on, let me know. I'm sure I left out a lot, but I'm not quite too sure what to write, what anyone wants to know. Hope you all are well. Enjoy the pictures.

My sister and her girlfriend, they are adorable

Dan and I

Boyfriend, :)

My darling sister, I love her

Best friend, "If I could turn back time"

Tue, 16 May 2006 17:47:48 GMT

I am without a doubt freaking out, I don't know what I am doing about a job, I don't know what I am doing about anything, the stress is going to eat me up and the rain is starting to get to me. I am going to go nuts.

oh the boredom

Sat, 22 Apr 2006 13:49:35 GMT

This is what I do when I have 20 minutes to kill before I leave...
Thanks Julie...

1.Using FOOD names, spell out your name.

E- English Muffin
L- Lemon
I- Ice Cream
Z- Zucchini
A- Apples
B- Bagel
E- Eggs
T- Tomatoes
H- Honey

2. What song makes you cry? Not sure

3. What do you like to listen to before bed? Anything

4.---- A p p e a r a n c e:

HEIGHT: 5'2"
HAIR COLOR: Brown/Black
EYE COLOR: Blue/Green
PIERCINGS: 2 in each ear
TATTOOS: 0

5. ---R i g h t N o w:

PANTS YOUR"E WEARING: Jeans
WHAT'S ON YOUR MIND?: The fact that I need to leave in 15 or so minutes
SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: Nothing at the moment
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: Ice Tea
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: Clear, extremely windy, not cold, but not warm either
HOW ARE YOU?: Tired, bored, happy, stressed, worried

6. ----D o Y o u:

GET MOTION SICKNESS?: No
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: Yes
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: Yes

7. ----F a v o r i t e s:

TV SHOW: I don't really watch TV anymore
MAGAZINE: Or read magazines

. --H a v e Y o u:

BROKEN THE LAW: Yes
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: No
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: No
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: Yes
FALLEN ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: No
HAD CHILDREN: No
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: Don't regret things if they help you become a better person

9. ----R A N D O M!:

YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: A mix I listen to at the gym
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? Blue, not reg. blue, but the really cool color blue that I can't remember the name of, go me for not remembering crayon names, haha
WHAT MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: There are a few things, none of which I am so inclined to go into details on at the moment
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET: Couldn't tell you
LAST TIME YOU CRIED?: Sometime during the last week
LAST TIME YOU GOT A REAL LETTER: A while ago
LAST TIME YOU GOT AN E-MAIL?: Yesterday
LAST TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: Umm
LAST MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: She's the Man
WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?: a rice-krispies treat
Do you wish on stars?: No, but I like to look at them
Last person you spoke to on the phone?: Dan
Favorite drink: Depends on what I want to drink, haha
Favorite month?: March or October
Favorite food?: Don't have one
Favorite day of the year? I have no clue
What do you do to vent anger?: Draw, make things, clean, talk to people
What was your favorite toy as a child?: Polly Pockets
Fall or Spring?: Fall
Cherry or Blueberry?: Cherry
What is on the floor of your closet?: a box, shoes, probably something else as well
Who is the friend you have had the longest? Becky
What did you do last night?: Watched movies
What are you afraid of?: Not being good enough
Plain, cheese or spicy hamburger?: Cheese
Favorite car?: haha
Number of keys on your key ring?: 4
Favorite day of the week?: Friday
How many states have you lived in?: 2

Now that I have roughly 7 minutes to kill, I will wish you all a very cheerful day. Byeee.

Tue, 11 Apr 2006 01:01:05 GMT

people ANNOY me, so much, grrr

waiting

Sun, 09 Apr 2006 14:23:25 GMT

200 QUESTIONS ABOUT YOU::

200: My name is: Beth

199: I was born on: March 4'th

198. I am a(n): female

196. My eye color is: blue/green

195. My shoe size is: 8

194. My ring size is: 7 1/2

193. What is your Favorite Color? blue or green

192. My height is: 5'2

191. I am allergic to: ha, lets not go into that list

190. I live in: danforth (dorm) aka CSC, new london, NH or westfield, ma

189. The last book I read: haha, oops, forget the name

188. My bed time is: whenever i want to go to bed

187. First Screen name?: snowtiger something or other

186. Current Screen name?: haha, ask if you want to know

179. My favorite Holiday is: christmas

178. The perfect kiss is: :)

177. The last three cd's I bought are: rent soundtrack and umm

176. Last song that made me cry was: ...

172. My most treasured possession(s) is(are): ...

170. What did you do last night: dance show and watched 1/2 of harry potter

167. My skin's reaction to the sun is (tan/burn): burn

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:::::I Do (YES)/Do Not (NO) Believe In:::::
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143. Santa: no

142. Love at First Sight: umm, not really

141. Luck: kind of

140. Fate: umm

139. God: yes

138. Aliens: yes

137. Heaven: don't know

136. Hell: don't know

135. Ghosts: yes

134. Horoscopes: haha, no

133. Soul mates: ehh

====================
:::::Which is Better?:::::
====================

129. Hugs or Kisses: hugs

128. Drunk or High: neither

127. phone or online: phone

126. Red heads or Brown hair: brown

125. Blondes or Brunettes: brunettes

124. lamb and tuna or peanut butter and jelly: GROSS

123. pool or darts: haha, i suck at both

122: sci-fi or horror: either

121: boys or girls: boys

120. Night or Day: night

119. Oranges or Apples: apples

118. Curly or Straight hair: curly

==========================
:::::What comes to you head ?:::::
==========================

116. Scary: amyteville horror

115. Backstabbers: need to be kicked

114. Parents: mom and dad

110. School: CSC

=================
:::::Last time?::::::::
=================

103. Kissed someone: :/

102. hugged someone: will today

101. Seen someone I haven't seen in a while: TODAY!!!!!!

==========
::::MISC::::
==========

90. Who's the ditziest person you know: hahaha

89. Who makes you laugh the most: joey and/or becky

87. One thing I'm mad about right now: ummm

83. The last movie I saw in the theater was: she's the man

82. The thing I don't understand is/are: people

79. The one thing I love about the opposite sex is: hands

78. This summer: hopefully getting a job

76. Something I will really miss when I leave home is/are: family, pets

75. The thing that I'm looking forward to the most is: ...

========================
::::::what are you doing?:::::::
========================

73. Tomorrow: class, work

72. today: katie and my dad are coming

71. Next Summer: not sure

70. Next Week: rahzel concert

====================
:::MISC:::::(CONTINUED)
====================

67. People call me: sometimes

64. The person I have been good friends with the longest: becky

62. The person who knows the most about me is: bobby

61. The person that can read me the best is: katie

60. The most difficult thing to do is: ...

59. I have gotten a speeding ticket: haven't

58. I have the following siblings: 2 sisters, twin brother

56. My zodiac sign is: pisces

55. The first person I was in love with was: ...

53. The one person who can't hide things from me: bobby, katie

51. Right now I am talking to: joey

48. I have/will get a job at/with: yeah, working on that

47. I have a pet(s): yep

46. I hope: that things work out the way i want them to, haha

45. The worst sound in the world: oh shit, i can't remember what it is called, but it makes chills run down my spine, i hate it

44. The person that makes me cry the most is: you know, sometimes i think it is more me making myself cry when i let things get to me

43. Have You ever done drugs? no

39. My boyfriend/girlfriend: don't have one

35. Florida or Hawaii: how about i go to both and then tell you?

33. My favorite piece of clothing is: hoodies

32. My favorite sport is: football

31. Last time I cried: when i was talking to ariel and liz about shit going on in the past few weeks

28. The school I go to is: Colby-Sawyer College

27. Last person I got mad at: umm, i've just been getting annoyed lately, not mad

26. My worst drinking experience was: haven't had one

22. The all-time best movie is: can't pick, don't make me

21. The all-time best thing in the world is: i know the answer, but am going to refrain

20. So, about them Canadians: makes me think of the blue jays, don't know why baseball is on my mind

19. The most annoying thing ever is: people

18. The most annoying person you know is: lets not go there

17. I lose all respect for people who: judge others, hypocrits, who make fun of others

16. I hate: "immature stupid little pricks" and a lot of foods

15. I Like: haha

14. My Favorite Day is: ummm, not sure

13. My Favorite Month is: i like all of them

12. My Favorite Singer is: hmm

11. The worst pain I ever felt: betrayal

10. My favorite phrase: don't have one

9. My room: clean

8. My favorite actress is: reese witherspoon

5. My weakness is/are: boys eyes, books

4. What turns me on: haha

3. Who broke your heart: no one

2. I filled out 200 questions because: i'm waiting for my dad and sis to get here and need something to fill my time

1. What do you regret most: thats for me to know

Wed, 05 Apr 2006 04:10:18 GMT

i am compulsively playing with silly putty and staring at pictures of bones... if i don't get an A on this test, I very well may cry

stole from julie :)

Thu, 16 Mar 2006 03:52:14 GMT

1. Name? Nicknames? Beth. Spongey, Bethany, Bethy, Bethypoo, Midget
2. Family members n ages? Mom- 50, Dad-51, Becky- 24, Katie-21, Matt-19
3. How do u feel about them? I love them
4. Any pets? Describe: Zoey, Charlie (my love, haha), Harry, Maxy- all cats, Cleo- lizard and Psycho- the bunny who would love to eat me
5. Boyfriend/girlfriend? describe. Single
6. Fav. Color? Green and Blue
7. Fav. Book? I have way too many to pick one
8. Movie? same, but I'll try, The Newsies, Coach Carter, Save the Last Dance, Rent, Friday Night Lights, Armageddon... and the list goes on
9. Music? currently anything from Wicked, Rent and Moulin Rouge
10. How do u dress? casual
11. R u a flirt? when I want to be
12. R u shy? Yes
13. Smart? I try
14. Do u smoke? No
15. Drink? No
16. Take drugs? No
17. Any crushes? Who? haha, there is one, but I'll refrain from mentioning him
18. What sports do u do? On a team, none
19. Does it suck? haha, no
20. Fav. Food? I swear this question needs to be split into sections, fav. candy- Milky Way, Skittles, Starburst and Jolly Ranchers, fav. fruit... grapes, watermelon, granny smith apples, etc, etc
21. Do u hate anyone? Who? Y? Not that I can recall
22. Do u love anyone? Who? Y? My family and my friends
23. Most embarrassing situation ? There are quite a few
24. Funniest situation? haha, there are several of those as well
25. Have u ever had any huge parties? hehe, nope
26. What was the farthest u’ve ever gone with a guy/girl? umm... no where...
27. Have u ever been jealous of anyone? Y? yes, it was stupid and its over with
28. Have u ever been seriously depressed? yes
29. How much of ur day do u spend ol? now that I know what ol means... most likely too much
30. R u a pessimist or optimist? I can be either
31. Do u have any secret hideaways? Where? at school... the corners of the library
32. Do u write in a diary? Does it have a name? when I remember to, and no it doesn't have a name
33. What was the worst bet u’ve ever had to do? Or dare? Can't think of anything
34. Do u get in trouble a lot? Y? Nope
35. Do u read a lot? Yeah
36. When was the last time u got a haircut? Christmas break
37. Have u ever painted ur nails? What was the last color u painted it? Yeah. Umm, I have no clue
38. Whats ur fav. Subject? Math, Science, and History
39. Least favorite? umm, I don't know, I'm sure if I think long enough I could come up with something
40. Have u ever done anything really bad n not got caught? Nope
41. Whos ur best friend? Have u ever lied to them? Bobby and Becky, unfortunately yes, but I always end of telling the truth anyway, so it is pretty pointless
42. Do u pace? At times
43. Any bad habits? Obsessing over... everything and I mean everything
44. Does everyone think ur weird or crazy? not everyone... maybe just those who know me really well, haha
45. Have u ever ridden a unicycle? Nope
46. What was ur best halloween costume? Worst? best- gangster... worst- magician
47. Do u have any wishes? Yeah
48. R u superstitious? Nope
49. U’ve had the chicken pox, right? Yes
50. Have u ever broken bones? No
51. Were u ever obsessed over a guy/girl? Not exactly
52. Do swim meets suck? They get boring to watch, the divers are cool though
53. R u flexible? kind of.... nothing compared to Ali though
54. Do u cry a lot? At times
55. Have u ever stolen ur friend’s bf/gf? No
56. Do u check ur horoscopes? Not really
57. Do u think ur fat? Anorexic? What? This is a touchy subject with me
58. What was the best present u ever got? Not sure at the moment
59. That u ever gave? Ask my friends, I don't know
60. Has anyone close to u ever died? No
61. Have u ever been suicidal? Yes
62. What was the happiest moment of ur life? There are several that come to mind
63. What was the cutest thing a member of the opposite sex has ever done for u? not quite too sure
64. Have u ever stayed up all night? Yes
65. What was the longest uve ever talked on the phone? umm, 4 hours, possibly longer, I've been on the phone for some pretty long periods of time with some people
66. Whats the longest uve been in a relationship for? 1 month
67. Do u like ketchup? by itself? no, on something yes
68. Whats ur fav. tv show? Sadly, I have essentially stopped watching TV at school
69. Whats ur fav. animal? siberian tiger
70. Whats ur fav. honeymoon spot? Ireland
71. Have u ever received roses? Y? from my dad, graduation
72. R u lil’ miss/mr. Popular? haha, no and never will be
73. Have u ever wanted to kill someone? No
74. What was the specialist thing uve ever won? I can't recall ever winning anything
75. Whats the scariest thing that’s ever happened to u? Car accident when I was driving home from school and almost losing my best friend
76. Do u believe in aliens or ghosts? In god? ghosts and god-yes
77. R u the devil? haha, no
78. When u were little, did u have an imaginary friend? What toys did u have? no, polly pockets and I played with my brothers legos
79. What shows did u watch? Smurfs!!! Scooby Doo, anything on cartoon network, etc
80. Did u ever play with barbies? Yep
81. Whats ur fav. kind of ice cream? I don't remember the whole name of it, thats how long it has been since I've had it
82. Whats the longest ur hair has ever been? ever dye it? my waist and no it will never be that long again and no I have never dyed it
83. Have u ever been on a diet? sort of
84. Have u ever thought ud marry someone? Did it work out? I'm only 19, working on getting through college first
85. Whats ur dream house like? open, old fashioned kind of, in the country, I can see it in my head, but my description sucks, sorry
86. Dream career? Nurse
87. Dream guy/girl? Haha
88. Have u ever ran away? explain. No
89. Whats ur fav. holiday? Christmas
90. R u sick of this quiz yet? No
91. Bush or gore? Neither
92. Do u have any private jokes? What? Yeah, several
93. Has anyone ever been obsessed over u? One creepy guy, but I haven't seen him in years thankfully
94. Have u ever skipped school w/out ur parents knowing? No
95. Do u work? Yeah
96. Do u have a tattoo or peircing? Where? Of what? 2 piercings in each ear
97. Do u get a lot of beeps when ur on the phone with people? No
98. Whats the naughtiest thing uve ever done? I'm not really a naughty girl
99. Have u ever snuck out to be with someone? No
100. Have u ever gone clubbing? No
101. Have u ever had a randomn fling? No
102. R u afraid of dogs? No
103. Have u lied on any of these questions? Tell me the truth now. No
104. Have u ever felt really guilty? Yes
105. R u a hat person? Not really, I love my Pats one though
106. Do u have a twin? Yep, Matt
107. Have u ever had a frozen orange juice? Maybe?
108. Have u ever had any whipped cream/water balloon/ weird fights? Haha, yeah
109. Have u ever not forgiven anyone? No
110. Do u have a curfew? What is it? At school: Nope, Home: Unsaid one, before 1:00 I think
111. R u ticklish? Where? Very
112. Have u ever slept beside anyone of the opposite sex? No
113. Have u ever had a crush on a teacher? No
114. Have u ever been scared for ur life? Yes
115. What do u have in ur coffee/hot chocolate? Coffee= gross and I like my Hot Chocolate plain
116. R u a vegetarian? No
117. Have u ever been crueled to an animal? No
118. Coke or pepsi? Diet Coke
119. Do u go for older or younger guys/girls? Usually around the same age as me
120. Have u ever broken someones heart, has urs been broken? I don't think so
121. Have u ever physically fought someone of the opposite sex? What about playfully? No, yes
122. Have u ever gone skinnydipping? No
123. Have u ever had an nasty dreams or thoughts? Fess up! haha
124. Have u ever watched any dirty channels? No
125. R u a virgin? Yes
126. Have u ever been really drunk? No
127. Have u ever sat around the phone or computer just waiting for that someone to call or come on? Yes
128. Have u ever blackmailed anyone? No
129. Do u think about having sex a lot? No
130. Who can u picture marrying? At the moment, no one
131. Who do u wanna marry? No one at the moment
132. What famous people do u have crushes on? None really, just think several actors are hot
133. Do u know any famous people? No
134. Do u think ur ugly? Gorgeous? Neither
135. Do u wanna be a model? No
136. What r the best compliments uve gotten? The meanest thing? Best- compliments on my drawings, meanest- people insulting me on various aspects
137. Do u swear a lot? Not really
138. Do u dream a lot? About what? Yes, always random
139. Have u ever left the country? Where? No
140. U ever live in a diff. State? Yes, New Hampshire when I am at school
141. Have u ever been peer pressured really bad? No
142. Whats the worst grade u ever got? on a report card? Ever?! Worst grade ever- probably failed something, on a report card- an 80
143. Whats ur fav. number? 21, but I tend to do things in 3's, so I guess 3 as well
144. Have u ever stalked anyone? No
145. Has anyone stalked u? No
146. Do u date a lot? No
147. What do u think is ur best feature? My eyes
148. Your worst feature? My stomach
149. what was the last thing u bought? Face wash
150. did u like this quiz? Yes

Sat, 28 Jan 2006 00:01:06 GMT

( ) Rocky Horror Picture Show
(1) Grease
(2) Pirates of the Caribbean
( ) Boondock Saints
(3) The Mexican
(4) Fight Club
( ) Starsky and Hutch
( ) Blazing Saddles
( ) Airplane
(5) The Princess Bride
( ) Young Frankenstien
(6) AnchorMan: The Legend of Ron Burgandy
( ) Napoleon Dynamite
( ) Saw
( ) White Noise
( ) White Oleander
(7) Anger Management
(8) 50 First Dates
( ) Jason X
(9) Scream
(10) Scream 2
( ) Scream 3
( ) Scary Movie
( ) Scary Movie 2
( ) Scary Movie 3
(12) American Pie
( ) American Pie 2
( ) American Wedding
(13) Harry Potter
(14) Harry Potter 2
(15) Harry Potter 3
(16) Harry Potter 4
( ) Resident Evil I
( ) Resident Evil 2
(17) The Wedding Singer
(18) Little Black Book
(19) The Village
( ) Donnie Darko
(20)Lilo & Stitch
( ) Lilo & Stitch 2: Stitch has a Glitch
(21) Finding Nemo
( ) Finding Neverland
(22) 13 Ghosts
(23) Signs
(24) The Grinch (jim carrey)
( )Texas Chainsaw Massacre (The Original)
( ) White Chicks
(25) Butterfly Effect
(26) 13 Going on 30
(27) I, Robot
(28) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
( ) Universal Soldier
(29) A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( ) Along Came Polly
(30) Deep Impact
( ) KingPin
(31) Never Been Kissed
(32) Meet The Parents
(33) Meet the Fockers
( ) Eight Crazy Nights
( ) Joe Dirt
(34) A Cinderella Story
( ) the Terminal
( ) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
( ) Dumb & Dumber
( ) Dumb & Dumberer
( ) Final Destination
( ) Final Destination 2
(35) Halloween
(36) The Ring
( )The Ring 2
( ) Harold & Kumar Get the Munchies (H&K go to white castle)
(37)Practical Magic
(38) Chicago
( ) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
( ) Hellboy
( ) Secret Window
( ) I Am Sam
( ) The Whole Nine Yards
(39) The Day After Tomorrow
( ) Child's Play
( ) Bride of Chucky
(40) Ten Things I Hate About You
(41) Just Married
( ) Gothika
( ) Nightmare on Elm Street
(42) Sixteen Candles
(43) Remember the Titans
(44) Coach Carter
(45) Bad Boys
(46) Bad Boys 2
(47) Joy Ride
(48) Se7en
(49) Oceans Eleven
(50) Ocean's Twelve
( ) Identity
( ) Lone Star
( )Predator I
( ) Predator II
(51) Independence Day
( ) Cujo
(52) A Bronx Tale
( ) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
(53) ET
( ) Children of the Corn
( ) My Boss' daughter
(54) Maid in Manhattan
( ) Frailty
( ) Best Bet
(55) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(56) She's All That
( ) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
( ) Mars Attacks
( ) Event Horizon
(57) Ever After
( ) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
(58) X-Men
(59) X2
(60) Spider-Man
(61)Spider-Man 2
( ) Sky High
( ) Jeepers Creepers
( ) Jeepers Creepers 2
) Catch Me If You Can
( ) The Others
( ) Freaky Friday (original)
(62) Reign of Fire
(63) Cruel Intentions
( ) The Hot Chick
( ) Swimfan
(64) Miracle
(65) Old School
(66) The Notebook
( ) K-Pax
(67) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(68) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(69) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(70) A Walk to Remember
( ) Boogeyman
(71) Hitch
(72) The Fifth Element
(73) Star Wars Episode I The Phantom Menace
(74) Star Wars Episode II Attack of The Clones
(75) Star Wars Episode III Revenge of The Sith
(76) Star Wars Episode IV A New Hope
(77) Star Wars Episode V The Empire Strikes Back
(78) Star Wars Episode VI Return of The Jedi
(79) Troop Beverly Hills
( ) Swimming with Sharks
(80) Air Force One
( ) For Richer or Poorer
( ) Trainspotting
( ) People Under the Stairs
( ) Blue Velvet
(81) Sound of Music
(82) Parent Trap
(83) Parent Trap Re-make (Lindsay Lohan)
( ) The Burbs
(84) The Terminator
(85) Terminator 2
(86) T-3
( ) Empire Records
( ) SLC Punk
(87) Meet Joe Black
(88) Nightmare Before Christmas
(89) The Silence of the Lambs
(90) Red Dragon
( ) Sleepy Hollow
( ) I Heart Huckabees
( ) 24 Hour Party People
( ) Blood In Blood Out
( ) Neverending Story
( ) Bedazzled.

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 03:51:18 GMT

stole from julie...

1. name:
2. birthday:
3. place of residence:
4. what makes you happy:
5. what are you listening to now/have listened to last:
6. do you read my lj:
7. if you do, what is particularly good/bad about it:
8. an interesting fact about you:
9. are you in love/have a crush at the moment:
10. favourite place to be:
11. favourite lyric:
12. best time of the year:
13. favourite candle scent:

RECOMMEND
1. a film:
2. a book:
3. a band, a song and an album:

PLUS
1. one thing you like about me:
2. two things you like about yourself:
3. put this in your lj so i can tell you what i think of you.

Fri, 16 Dec 2005 03:34:14 GMT

Moved into my new room, set everything up in the dark, yeah a transponder blew at like 2pm, new london, sunapee, other surrounding towns, no power, oh it was fun, not, i was so bored. lol. oh well, must go study for a final, see ya

Sun, 04 Dec 2005 18:11:56 GMT

because i am bored and sick, i am going to amuse you all with a lovely quiz:

TEN FIRSTS
First Best Friend: Jen
First Screen Name: umm something about a tiger that's all i remember
First Pet: peaches and cinder
First Piercing: ears
First Crush: sean
First CD: no clue
First Car: ...
First Bad Haircut: 7'th grade
First Stuffed Animal: my bear
Thats only nine, hmm...

Nine Lasts:
Last Alcholic Beverage: Smirnoff Twisted Black Cherry
Last Car ride: way back up to NH last sunday
Last Movie Seen: epidode 3
Last Phone Call: bobby
Last Cd Played: miss congeniality soundtrack
Last Bubble bath: don't know
Last time you Cried: friday morning
Last time you laughed: last night at like 3:30am, yeah, long night
Last time you fell: when i was home over break

EIGHT HAVE YOU EVERS
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: yes
Have you ever been arrested: no
Have you ever skinny dipped: no
Have you ever been on tv: yes
Have you ever kissed someone, and then regreted it?: no
Have you ever yelled at someone in public?: no
Have you ever purposefully teased?: yes
thats only 7

SEVEN THINGS YOU ARE WEARING:
1. socks
2. jeans
3. t-shirt
4. sweatshirt
5. cross
6. underwear
7. bra

SIX THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY
1. woken up
2. gone to brunch
3. walked in the snow
4. taken a shower
5. talked to random people
6. played on the computer

we lost five

FOUR PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL ALMOST ANYTHING TO
1. Bobby
2. Becky
3. Katie
4. Nikki

THREE CHOICES
1. Hot or Cold: cold
2. Black or White: black
3. Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate

TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. go sky-diving
2. see the aurora borealis

ONE THING YOU REGRET
1. yesterday afternoon

20 People You Can Think Of Right Off Your Head:

1. Katie
2. Keri
3. Becky
4. Beck
5. Bobby
6. Smigs
7. Pat
8. Patt
9. Matt
10. Jer
11. Joey
12. Joe
13. Kim
14. Chris
15. Al
16. Ariel
17. Liz
18. Cheri
19. Nikki
20. Ann

How did you meet 13?
school- csc

What would you do if you never met 5?
Truthfully, couldn't tell you, my life would be different though thats for sure

Have you ever liked 3?
can't claim I have

Would 4 and 11 make a good couple?
haha, no, definitely not

Would 1 and 7 make a lovely couple?
let me think...no

On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14?
a 7

What language does 10 speak?
Far as I know, english

Who is 8 going out with?
smigs

Is number 9 a boy or a girl?
boy

When was the last time you talked to 18?
when i saw her at dinner last night

What is 1's favorite band?
i don't think she has one

Does 2 have any siblings?
umm, yes?

Would you ever date 7?
no

What is 4's middle name?
Lynne

What is 2's fantasy?
my sister, enough said

Would 7 and 19 make a good couple?
no, just no

What's 16's favorite color?
umm, blue maybe

What school does 6 go to?
WHS

Where does 9 live?
Boston and Westfield

Would you make out with 1?
no

Are 5 and 6 best friends?
no

What is your history with 20?
Known her for years, my brother's girlfriend

Do you like 17?
she's a friend

Do you have a crush on any of the numbers?
currently - eh, kinda
ever - yep

Fri, 02 Dec 2005 16:14:13 GMT

thought i'd post a random update for all of you that tell me i need to update more:

today i was organizing my drawer and i came across my yearbook from last year and i started reading all the comments people wrote me and i started to cry because i realized that i have lost touch with so many people and that i miss them.

so i just wanted to say that i miss you guys and i hope you are all doing good.

Sun, 27 Nov 2005 05:58:26 GMT

Well, I have been ordered by Keri to update my livejournal right now... so here I am, apparantly the last time I updated was Sept. 2'nd, I should keep on top of these things more.. haha...

So I hope you all had a splendid thanksgiving, mine was interesting to say the least. I was planning on going to the thanksgiving day game, ended up going to the hospital, visiting my grandma who had a stroke, then I went to my uncle's, interesting, lol, came home, watched a movie, yeah I know, I know, my life is simply so fascinating, lol. Friday went to lunch with Becky, that was a lot of fun, umm I don't remember what I did after that, lol, today hung out with Bobby for a while tonight, then talked to someone I haven't talked to in over a year, it was cool, enjoyed the conversation.

Tomorrow I go back up to NH, school has been going well. Classes are cool, people are cool. I don't know what to say about that one, ask anything, I probably have an answer.

Otherwise things have been going very well, again if there is anything you all are wondering about, send me a comment and I will answer back. I will be home again on 12/20, hopefully I will be able to see some of you before I go back in January, hope everyone is well, catch you all later.

Fri, 02 Sep 2005 14:48:16 GMT

umm i don't have much to say, my bunny died this morning, so i need to clean everything out and stuff, i just didn't want to say goodbye, but i need to go do some stuff, i just wanted to let some of you know b/c some of you met max when he was alive. bye now.

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 00:50:40 GMT

time just keeps going and going and the space of time keeps widening for people i haven't talked to, its beginning to look like i am going to be saying goodbye to my family and work friends at the end of this month and that will be it. it makes me sad because in june some people and me promised to get together before we all left and the time is winding down faster and faster and i haven't seen anyone all summer and it makes me wonder and it makes me think too much.

i have been thinking a lot lately and i have come to a lot of personal conclusions, none of which i'm going to share here not because i don't trust all of you people, but it might be too complicated to explain the decisions to everyone over the internet, i don't know. i know that i have discovered more about myself and what i want next year in the past few weeks than i have in the past few years. i know what i don't want and i know what i want. i'm not ruling out those unexpected surprises, but i have a baseline to keep myself steady and i have goals.

things have been shaky lately in many areas of my life. some stupid medical scares that just plain annoy me. my mom told me if anything continued she was bringing me to the er because i can't go to the doctor because of some stupid insurance shit, but its coming back together and it will be okay. it worries my mom me going away but it was going to happen eventually and it is happening in a month.

so yeah i have to get up at 7 on sunday morning, no scratch that i have to be at my church at 7 in the morning to sign for a scholarship, i swear i should wake up at 6:30 and go in my pajama's.

so work will be interesting next week, matt will be gone on mon and tues, katie tues till probably monday and joe all week. what am i going to do without my sister and joe?? i will be alone, well not completely, but i sew with my sister and joe is our bencher, so i will most likely be shuffled around for the majority of the week, oh well stuff like that happens, i'm not going to worry about it. i'm bringing my camera again tomorrow, i need to get some more pictures, lol, i want to see the picture debbie has of joe and i, i am sitting on an empty basket, with my back again stacks of other baskets, like 1/2 asleep, and joe is next to me in a stack of baskets, staring off into space. that was an interesting day, no tobacco so we had a 1/2 hour to do nothing, 1/2 the barn went to sleep, while others went and played hacky-sac and others just spaced out for a while. i'm not planning on going back next year, i have been there for five years, it seems that it may be time to find a different job, i'm mainly going to miss the friends i have made. it makes me smile to think of the times i have had over the past five years with so many different people and i know that these 5 years have given me memories to keep with me for a long time and have made me a stronger person in the long run.

i'm not quite sure why i just keeping writing, i don't know, i miss being able to just call up people and talk to them about whatever was on my mind, i know i need to make new friends because i will be in a new place but i don't think i'm ready to give up my old friends. i just feel lonely, i just want to be able to say hi to someone and i haven't found anyone. and i'm not saying thats anyones fault, i just miss people. its funny, my sister told me no matter how much she loves me and enjoys spending time with me, she would rather be able to go shopping with friends sometime, than always going with her little sister. i know what she means too because it would be a change, but for some reason i know for me its not going to change in this next little bit, i'm just happy that her and keri got to hang out and go shopping and just spend time together and that she is going to p-town next week with her friends. i understand how much she needs to spend time away from everything and just spend time with her friends.

well i guess i have nothing much else to say, so if i don't get to see any of you before i leave, best of luck and i'll miss you.

Thu, 28 Jul 2005 00:40:52 GMT

i would like to dedicate this entry to katie smigielski, you are awesome, you brought me a dunkin' donuts coffee just cause and to do that is so amazing, and i just wanted to let you know that despite the fact that when you get back to my house you are going to drink my iced latte, lol, thank you so much for thinking of me and for getting me something for no reason other than the fact that we are friends and we are hanging out tonight. your awesome, thanks!!!!! :)

Sun, 24 Jul 2005 16:31:06 GMT

In a Past Life...

You Were: A Happy Go Lucky Belly Dancer.

Where You Lived: Mongolia.

How You Died: Decapitation.

Who Were You In a Past Life?

decapitation?? that sucks, lol.

Your IQ Is 110

Your Logical Intelligence is Above Average
Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional
Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional
Your General Knowledge is Above Average

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

You are nurturing, kind, and lucky.
Like mother nature, you want to help everyone.
You are good at keeping secrets and tend to be secretive.

A seeker of harmony, you are a natural peacemaker.
You are good natured and people enjoy your company.
You put people at ease and make them feel at home with you.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

Sat, 23 Jul 2005 14:21:51 GMT

::yawns:: i need to go to work in like 20 minutes, work starts at 11 today instead of 7, to bad i didn't find that out until 6:15 this morning. hope you all have a lovely saturday afternoon.

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 03:02:10 GMT

phantom of the opera was so good, katie we have to continue our movie nights, they rock, hehe. well thats all i wanted to say, other than katie i will miss you at work, oh joyous work, lol, goodnight all.

Wed, 20 Jul 2005 15:20:31 GMT

hi everybody, i hope you are all wonderful. i just finished harry potter, good book, i may finish the book i was reading before that one :). i have no work today. yesterday work was really hot, trust me being drenched in your own sweat is not very attractive, but you don't feel bad when everyone else is having the same problem, not that any of you needed to know that. i just wanted to say hi. so hi.

Sun, 17 Jul 2005 14:26:07 GMT

leaving soon, but i went to a double-a baseball game last night, it was a lot of fun, i could name things, but i'm pressed for time at the moment, but i had a blast.....
anyway the entry i made yesterday, i'm sorry if anyone took offense to it, i was upset about something yesterday and i made the mistake of posting an entry, so i'm sorry, it was about no one in particular, so i know some people thought it was pointed at you, it wasn't, i'm sorry you thought it was, but i'm off. bye.